So I know I haven’t posted in a while and though I was thinking and studying on my worth I just took a break. God has put it on my heart that I needed to change that. It’s funny how you can not be in his word and not study for yourself and he will find you and recenter you. I need to be recalibrated in a way. I need to focus on me and what God loves about me and what I mean to him. I tend to focus so much on what others see in me and I don’t think about what God thinks of me.
God has asked me to Love myself, love others like I love myself and also to love him with all my heart. Though I love God and I work hard to be of others I lose focus on myself. I don’t take time to just me with me. That is so important. I feel that God is asking me to be more with myself and to stop being so much of what others want or expect of me.
I spend so much time just going, going, going and I never slow down. I have always been this way and I know that God is putting it on my heart to spend more time focussing on this. This was the reason I did start this blog so I need to refocus on that. I turned my back on that aspect and need to refocus on that.